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To love you want the person to always be happy to be protected to be safe.
You want the full happiness the person can receive.

That have always been the kind of love i believe in and i believe we both had that at that point of time. We both wanted each other to be happy though the feelings is gone the love remains. Still that is only something i always believe.

Feeling fade, love stays. But love, is it the love as a friend or a lover?
I want you to be happy and you told me you can be if i were to leave, i really wish you can be happier than before now though i still believe i could give you more.

Hope we can meet again. Fate.. Be kind to us. I had made my effort.






Just watched a movie in which i could totally relate to.
How that guy ran off knowing he wasn't the one and when he shouted exactly what i had shouted as i ran off, after last seeing you going into your dad's car. That day we broke..
Everything just came flashing back to me.


The Quote:

我在等一个人， 一个愿意走进我的生命分享我的喜怒哀乐的人，一个知道我曾经无尽的等待因而更加珍惜我的人，一个也许没能参与我的昨天却愿意和我携手走过每一个明天的人， 一个知道我不完美却依然喜欢我甚至连我得不完美也一并欣赏的人。

This is one quote i learnt from the movie itself.
I knew you were the one the moment we were together and that was why i did not want to wait any longer to get you the first time we met. Till today i knew are you are still the one i am looking for. Feelings fade people change, but you will always be you. My only regret could be not holding you longer, but if i had, would you be as happy as you are now? Or maybe you could be even happier?

The biggest sacrifice i had made was to let you go knowing that; this is what you wanted and that you will be happier. If my sacrifice could bring you the happiness you need, it will be a happiness worthwhile..

But.

Things are just like I being at the train station now.
Seated at the platform watching the Trains - "Moving on" passing me by.
Eyes looking at the escalator coming up, hoping i would see you again.
Maybe i will still wait with eyes to the escalator until one day the last Train approaches.
Will you still made it to the escalator?
I wouldn't want us to miss this chance.

Still believing we are the one.
May fate be kind.





Words that i could not say to u i could only say it here:

I hope u are coping well with your work seeing u dealing w kids and all it aint an easy job.
I guess your life is slowly comin up well with so many plans huh.. Do the guys treat u well do u still feel lonely? i hopenu can have a blast of a life live well play hard work hard.

U know whenever i wanna tell u so much, in the end i could only stammered my way and find myself just rather keeping quiet. Keeping everything to myself.

Fate had allowed us to enjoyed many many great beautiful memories and i hope fate ciuld be kind to us a second time. There so much more to us than this three years. I know it. Initiative.. i want to butni do not dare not knowing if u wan me to take that initiative anymore.

Just wanna say. Iloveyou J.





Not a good feeling to fall sick not a good time too knowing now u have only urself all the time.
How have u been i miss being cared for by u. Bever felt safer never felt warmer.
I know i will get through this but to get through it alone i do not know the worth of it.

How much i wanna let u know that.. I still love you.





我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有 .

I guess that actually sum up what i felt.
Maybe u will never notice it ever again but 我说过我爱你之后会很不想放开.
以后可能会, 但我还念念不忘我们过的人生美好的日子.

你还会想我吗?


Before the day end, i just wish to say that i could never forget about u.

There is always one thing in my mind said by one of our friend and it is that one day u are going to be attached to another guy whom may not be me and it is just a matter of time. So being here now at ghis position i could only sit by and awaits knowing i cannot and should not interfere with your life anymore.

To the relationship we had it is a lesson, an experience. Most importantly it was the happiest and the most blissful miment of my life till date.

I miss you. I still love you.





As much as i wanna distract myself, today is still a day that will hold a big big significants to me.
So much thoughts so much memories but i know the feelings will never change and you probably had already met a guy who can brighten your day with just a text ba.

Hate to say it but that is probably a sign for me to give up but ofcourse giving up is still a taboo for me after all these three years. I could only be happy for u watching over u from afar making sure no harms comes to u..

默默的看着 深深的思念.

imyj


22nd again. So just a year back we would be sending sweet texted to each other commenting on how much we had been through how it is a new record for us respectively.
this day today, i know it will not be easy to find someone like u again.

True as u had tweeted, the oast cannot be change anymore and its time to look to the future, what if theres still feelings what if there is still initiative what if we made that effort to create a chance for us?

endless thiughts endless hope i am just holding on to them because i know we had work so hard to give up so much more. We do not deserve such ending ba.

Seeing how different couples enjoying their time and all i really wish i could had done more and be a better man for u. I know i can, one thing for sure if i do have a second chance with u be it in the future or my another life, i will make u my princess.

It isnt about how many gurls i am meeting up with nor how many guys i see u out with now. In my mind i know we deserve each other more than we know. Just wish for a better future.

22nd.. i will never forget.


Actually how did i actually felt when i saw that photo of you with guys whom weren't me.
Glad you are doing well with your life but sad that i wasn't the reason anymore.
But i have not gave up on us.. Not even now.
Maybe i am alone harboring this view.


Spending the day looking through the photos once again reading the book you had prepared for me during our anniversary. Doing all these once again, telling myself that life was once so great so wonderful. I was glad i made you felt loved i was glad we fought a battle for couples bravely.

A pity it did not end up the way we once wanted maybe we could had worked together.
What would the future holds?
You seem to be moving on so well everything changing for you unlike before whereas for me it is still hard for me to accept another girl. Subconsciously i know i might not find someone better.

What about you.
Hope you and your family are doing well.

Counting down the days to my enlistment.


Miss ya all. My once second home.








Tears that still flows.


Seeing your tweets, i just hope the person you are seeing could just treat you better.
Sigh i do not even have the rights to worry.. How much a year could change our lives.

Nothing is impossible but maybe us getting back together can only be a dream.
One cannot just leave and not regret.
The day i let go i wished you are happier.
But i know for me.. i can give you what others could not.

It is not about initiative anymore the moment you stop replying.
What will be of us then?





直到失去了才会珍惜.

Its hard when i am already so committed to it that i have to keep convincing myself to move on this past few months. I tried moving on and when i thought i did i know i couldnt.

顺气之然 is the only way i have left and i know i am still waiting for you. Joey.





When you are at your weakest, your mind starts to picture the person that could give you strength.
It had always been you since the beginning.

Falling sick had never been something good anymore knowing you won't be checking up.
Impossible it is, but i am naively still waiting for a message from. \

Till when? .. Jocklaus..




I miss you. 


Kinda funny for me to suddenly long for that random kiss whenever i bend down to see what you are doing. Maybe my heart is still beating to the tune we once held.

Making several life decisions alone now.. how i wished we would get through all the problems together. What would you had told me if i had tell you of this decision i am making?

Honouring the status we once held. For how long? .. Fate knows.




After some really long chat with a friend today i indeed felt the things i could had done.
But even that, maybe i am a year too late already.
Many guys  and girls we could meet but i am sure no one can be compared to you and i am confident no one could had done better than i did.

Fate really is cruel. It sure is..


So much fun and laughter today but its a day my heart would weep.
The beach, the weather and the sport we love but you are no longer here.
Three years together i am still adamant that it will be a period of time i will hold dear to my heart.
No one can replace you no one will know the pain we been through.

Love has led us together and it's absence had us veer away from one another.
Maybe you met another guy already but i know will uphold this status of being single till the day i know we are no longer a possibility.





一个人吃饭
一个人回家
一个人看戏
一个人生活

也就习惯了吧
看你和他的相处..
也因该是我为你高兴的时候吧

好想你..

都几个月了 ..


At time you will wish you could had done more.

Right person wrong time.

That is the only reason we could choose to believe before giving up.
Are you worth the wait are you worth the wait for us to cross path again i do not know.

I enjoyed our mini chat but i know the 'hello' isn't the same anymore.
Screw the good guy persona the loyal boyfriend persona, good guy never last..



 一个人想着一个人

 终极一班2 片尾曲 作词：张简君伟

作曲：张简君伟 

你离开的那一天 天空有点灰 见不着你最爱的蓝天

 少了一个人斗嘴 多些朋友的安慰 一切 都不是错觉

来不及道声感谢 故事已结尾 太多事情来不及后悔

我还有太多心愿 太多梦没有实现 桌上还留着过去的照片

 我一个人的失眠 一个人的空间 一个人的想念

两个人的画面 是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴 洒满地的心碎

我一个人的冒险 一个人的座位 一个人想着一个人


眼角的泪这不是错觉 来不及道声感谢 故事已结尾

太多事情来不及后悔 我还有太多心愿 　

太多梦没有实现 桌上还留着过去的照片 

我一个人的失眠 一个人的空间 一个人的想念 两个人的画面

是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴 洒满地的心碎

我一个人的冒险 一个人的座位 一个人想着一个人

眼角的泪这不是错觉 那些年 那几天 那一夜 都恍如昨天

这些年 这几天 这一夜 你让我失眠

我一个人的失眠 一个人的空间 一个人的想念 两个人的画面

是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴 洒满地的心碎

我一个人的冒险 一个人的座位 一个人想着一个人 眼角的泪这

不是错觉



Things can never be the same as it was before but it doesn't mean i never stop believing what was us before for that three years.