Thursday, August 28, 2014
I am glad we chat and it never been better.
Really glad you are in fact doing pretty well, if only i could be there with you during this time.
Serving the nation is a must but really wished i could have you on the other side of the line while i am in camp.
It had always been the best time. Never change.
12:59 AM
Friday, August 22, 2014
Time of the month again.
How much i want to let it all out but it had really been a while.
The year 2014 is really a year to forget and a year for me to reflect on the mistakes.
What a blow it was. Twice it happened..
Facing everyday with a smile which isn't mine anymore.
2:40 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
How long have it been. Just a few more days.
Many things had happened since that day and i know life had been better for you.
Maybe this sacrifice had always been for your sake. Damn.. If only i could done even more.
Till today i am still holding on to the tinniest strap wondering when will be the day i let it go.
Miss the memories.
11:52 PM
Monday, August 18, 2014
It is how funny life can just workout to be like a drama how things can change in just a few days.
Maybe after these events i am no longer able to understand myself.
Staying strong had been tough alone and maybe it will be even tougher for the days ahead.
Life being alone can never be too bad a thing i guess.
Miss those times.
12:23 AM
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Somehow i was near your home again and coincidentally saw yeah walking Darling wearing the no.10 jersey. Was on the bus and it went past ya. Fate is such scary thing umm.
Anyways, its a test i suppose. Some things are better left untouched. Everyone deserve the right person to be there at your lowest and i am glad i wasn't alone when i got mine removed. Thank you. Am grateful for the blessing i got. Am grateful.
3:06 AM
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
I guess i would have to make an effort to update this place.
Many times when i am at my lows in life i never fail to approach this space.
Dread reading the posts every single times but just maybe, i see the faults i had done while reading.
Hopefully i am a better person now though i know that little bit still remains.
Shall see what the future holds for me, and phew.. army is approaching soon.
Facing things alone? I see..
3:18 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2014
You are living well i guess?
You got your life back and all.
Life goes on.
6:30 PM