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Monday, May 19, 2014

Back in time it had been a while since I am back here, back to my old home, old ground.
Guess its pretty dead here considering my last post was in 4th July 2012. Anyways its always nice to have somewhere to vent out all the frustrations that had been constantly build up. You can be getting into the University of your choice having a rather easy part time job and a beautiful family to go back to after a long day of work.

But at the back of your head you know that you are experiencing a rather bad time in both relationship and friendship.

Its pretty fucked up when you found out that both your best friends of close to 7 years had been silently bad mouthing you and been looking at you differently from the start. Betrayed you in front of others without hesitation. Not forgetting the fact that they call you upon needing your help. Needed you to stand by them when they are at their lows. The story did not ended there when they went on to boast after the humiliation, which you just wonder whether it is still worth it to continue trusting these people anymore. That one day just break a whole 7 years of friendship and its a friendship that I can now do without. Disappointment overwhelm the anger I had been containing these few days.
I can never look at both of you the same as before.
Thanks for the memories and yeah glad to have you guys fucked off my life.

Relationships and friendships, the years that accumulated doesn't reflect the stability of the bridge that had been built. Any time a bomb can be set off and this bridge will break apart nonetheless. Time doesn't bring assurance, time do not fulfill promises.

I am still wondering what went wrong, why the sudden lost of direction given that the feeling still exist. Powerless to help and prevented from doing anymore. Its a pity and once again faith is put upon the power of time. Glad you stood by me given the situation still. A pity we weren't the one we once were.

Alright, great to be back. So many more to vent but I a mask is always essential to survive in this real world.

My growth grows on as i mature.

9:51 AM