Sunday, October 30, 2011
Sometimes you feel that your life is playing a game with you..Ok maybe this is where people do not visit anymore,
Maybe this is where i can let it out...
I made a terrible mistake yesterday something that i will always remember and regret...
I did not knew that it will become like this...
Now all back to square one, but i am not giving up.
I am not.
My actions...
I really do am willing to wait for you,
Haven't i been doing that?
I just wish i could help i really hate seeing you struggling yourself,
Isn't this suppose to us solving it together?
Everyone is imperfect but you are that one girl i feel is the one for me.
I will make this the relationship you want,
Just hoping i can have the chance...
Today marks a dark day for me..
2:52 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Hope i can be the one there for you,
Hoping things will be back to the happy times..
I love you..
1:53 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
There are time i felt like giving up really, but i told myself we did enjoy wonderful times and it was really worth it, those times... That was what kept me going and fighting. I believe as long as the feeling is still there and not gone we can together prevent it from fading. I don't know if you will read this but i cannot do this alone i need you to be by my side and help me together i am sure this can be save.
You had been a wonderful partner i don't ask for more and i don't wish to hear anything about you being bad to me because you were just being honest to yourself and to me i know it was not intentional ba, but now what matter more is to help us get through this lets work hard alright baby? The busy schedules that we are having might be a big big obstacle but if my parents can get through the same situation so can we right?
I love you and hope we can enjoy our every outing like last time.. I miss it really..
9:43 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2011
I miss you...
I told myself to be patient and hope it will be fruitful?
How are you though? ...
11:43 PM
Friday, October 14, 2011
FINALLY BACK TO SINGAPORE! xD
Finally....
I CAN SHIT WITH A TOILET BOWL!
BATH WITH WARM WATER!
DRINK FROM THE TAP WATER!
SLEEP ON A BED!
SPEAK IN ENGLISH!
TALK TO MY GIRLFRIEND AND FRIENDS!~
Yes i do miss Singapore alot during my stay at Chengdu as we lived in a lousy hostel and sleep on mattresses which are of no use and there is no fan no air-con! Also it was dirty when we reached there so we have to clean the whole place up! The toilet was horrible too with no toilet bowls at all! Plus there were dried up shit in it which we have to wash like siao! =P
Ok over there temperature was kinda shiok la though but the people there is horrible lo! Ok not most of them anyway! Second day over there kena gang fight! That was a really traumatizing experience though but luckily back home safe and sound la! We studied there and also went to visit some places of interest. Not forgetting that we went to climb two mountains! xP
Anyway photos will be up on fb soon hopefully hahaha! Honestly now i kinda miss Chengdu a bit because of the friends i had made there and the fact i will not be returning le.. hahaha! Miss Chengdu! =P
Hey baby i am back le but you had been busy huh?
Is ok i will wait patiently till you are free ba?
Hope i won't have to wait too long huh!
Miss you my dear.. <3
12:32 AM
Sunday, October 9, 2011
This is an update as requested by someone!
Ok was supose to post by yesterday but my com went dead so cannot post le hahaha!
So i think i owe that someone a apology huh? ><
Anyway later there is a performance we are going to perform and it will be damn epic because i will dancing a girl's role! T.T
Hope all will goes well ba!
So now it is 3 days to home!
So missing home now sia!
Miss that soft bed, the hot shower i can have!
GOSH! But today went for breakfast at the usual stalls and alot of the locals were asking us when we are leaving and it was obvious in their expression that they miss us hahaha! I am not being BHB here butit was really after we Singaporeans came here then the whole place was full of life lo! Maybe because we re a noisy bunch ba!
Ok la need to do work liao update again!
Going to GYM later though! ><
Hey baby 3 days and i will be back le!
Steamboat one day huh! Don't forget huh! ><
Got time i will go find your stitch huh! HEHEHE!
I miss you ~
1:53 PM
Thursday, October 6, 2011
In just 6 days and i will back to Singapore! Nothing feels better than this!
Adding to the joy, in the recent test i got a full marks for it cool!
Hope the next 6 days will be a smooth one because in recent weeks we had got ourselves into some real trouble with our noisy partying late into the night! xP
On Saturday we will be going to some dam and also climbing some mountain again! xP
So maybe i have o finish all my homework by tomorrow and Sunday i shall go to town again to get some stuffs to bring back to Singapore!
Ok got to do some report now!
Update again soon! =D
2:17 PM
