我一个人的失眠一个人的空间一个人的想念两个人的画面

Thursday, January 26, 2012

爱情就像手中攥着一把沙子，你越是想用力紧紧的将它握住，它就会很快的从你指缝中流走；但是当你用了适当的力量和适当的姿势握住的时候，它则会一粒都不掉下来，牢牢的被你控制着。你就是我的沙子我后悔没有好好地握着你希望我会再有这个机会从此好好地握住你一滴也不掉。

4:56 PM

Tonight will yet be another sleepless night...
Maybe it is only here i am left to hide for the time being ba..

I am afraid, afraid of the result knowing it might be the solution but then if only both parties are willing to try..
I had never been so hurt but guess only time will heal ba..
Hope when we meet again things will be settle and hope there will be a solution..

I love you..
Missing you now..

I let it flow once again..

1:36 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2012

HAPPY 8TH MONTH! <3 <3 <3

It is surprising how time had passed and now it is already the 8th month since i met my girl and now we are already into the 8th month of our relationship! During these time i really managed to learn so many things from this blackie and it was really sweet of her when she never fail to surprise me with stuffs out of the sudden this girl though sometimes still need some beatings for always skipping meals and sleeping very late everyday!
Still though. I LOVE THIS GIRL HERE <3 Joey Chua - 蔡雪云我回敬我全力去保护和照顾你 :)

2:04 AM

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Happiness that last

It had been a while and finally have time to post something, this few weeks been having volleyball matches for the IVP competition. So far i played zero matches wow... Funny thing is when your standard is easily better than this and yet you are not in the team anyway that is why people say sometimes relationships with the coach plays a part in the selection ba. Frustrating though..

Anyway had received results and not really up to expectations =(
Although got 2 A+ and an A so far.. but no AD... Expectations should not be high but expectation is still something we should have ba.. I should start working harder le!

Recently so many things had been bothering me so many things had been bugging me and really really felt so stressed up gosh... Normally it would be easily gone soon after with friends around u sharing the stress together as a whole back in the secondary school days but now life had changed and you are just practically alone.. Easily you can just find yourself alone after class and that is just the life i have to get used to ba. Even my girl had been really stressed lately and i could not really help much.. =(

This will be a tough period ba.. Hope after this period things will be better for us! Hope can start receiving long message soon.. Really tough..

1:59 AM

Sunday, January 8, 2012

So i had finished watching my soccer game and yes Manchester United won! Against our bitter rival in Manchester City somemore wo hahaha! So happy! But kinda bad of me too la cause kinda ps my girlf although she is studying la?
Anyway here this had become somehow my private space, so quiet over here and only me around to post stuffs huh! Been really really troubled maybe it was just me? I had this difficult to explain feeling which had been bothering me. I felt insecure suddenly.. Maybe i am again thinking too much ba?
Really missed the sweet times when webcaming became an everynight thing, i would received a call and there the cute face will be smiling at me, there the message keep coming in spamming me till i wake up so much more but ya time had moved on and maybe things might be different for the better ba.
Enough of my emo-ing here but ya i have an adorable and independent girlf still who still care and feel for me from behind the phone and at the other corner of Singapore, i should be more understanding ba =)

This cold night..
A hug is what i need ba..

Signing off my private space..

11:29 PM