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Yawn boring day.... Tmr sch day again! =(
See u sitting with sm flirter, hurts... Siao? Nvm i ren lor.
Nt looking forward to tmr, seriously.... But at least gt trng after tt.

Damn Mrs ong for changing my place Grr.... AUntie then auntie lor go market ma y cm to sch? Haiyo... Sch nwadays sux... Cnt concentrate, seriously. Bleh wat to do? =\ Can only pray hard ler. Everyday is another stressful day, i wan sm peace!!!!

Get me a ball! I wan to spike it DAMN hard! Ha ha!

Sms u , no reply mayb busy ba? See hp vibrate tot is u, look ler cnt stop myself frm being sad. " Haiyo lik tt only ma y u lik tt de..." Wat u always say. Agree, so i hav to convince myself.(siao) First time in my life i wanted time to move faster, to past faster! I wan to grow up! I wan to marry u! =)

K la ltr ppl scold me again ha ha, Thnks to Shermaine, Nicholas n all for ur help =) Oso Kenny la! Funny de lor always chap in de ha ha so funny! 减肥啦! Oops!

So nw i am here using com having nthing to do wondering if she is enjoying herself or bored? Reply plz....


Today had tuition ha ha so bored... Anw nt the point after the tuition had a 1hour session of chat with Celia. Finally.... over...... Relieve =)

After tt went to meet cousin Ah Mei. Had dinner with them ha ha so full! XD Was lik so shock lor! She stare at the waiter with so scary de eyes! Tts poor guy was started lor ah ha! Sad for him lor who ask him forget the order then giv wrong food 2 TIMES! ha ha! SAd case la! Then eat n eat stomach bloated...!



Snapple! STRAWBERRY n KIWI! Emily jealous ba??? Ha ha! XD

Cousin Sheila n God Ma. We ate at duno wat chicken thingy haha all the food consist of chicken de so funny!




Today morning no sch lol! SHIOK! But gt tuition so ya nt slacking hor! Mr faeez so pro lor! Teach till so engrossed de! Ha ha! He is my science teacher btw, cm to my home oso mus wear a periodic table T-Shirt... -.-"

After tt went to the market with mum to buy food for the afternoon bought so many la la!Ltr went hm i played com again till 4pm!!!! Then mum cooked ma la la ha ha! So many so nice ha ha! YUM! Weili jealous ler ha ha!

La la with egg! Wierd!

Jun kiat n me
We were exploring the sch then was lik so gunny toking to him ha ha! Funny face!!!!
After tt wait for Nicholas, n gang frm npcc meeting? Joined them kaypo lor ha ha interesting sia! So unformal! Anw Teck Wei was leading the discussion.

After tt with Nicholas, Kenny, Yong Ler, Dickson n Celia ate at burger king. They tok so many things whic are M rated lor! ha ha Teck Wei wanted to vomit ha ha! XD SO FUNNY!

Ltr send Celia hm then rush hm ler. Scared of dark la! ha ha!

Phew.. reach hm in time so relieve! MSn ler lor ah ah!

GOin slp liao gd nite ppl! NITEZ!




Today as usual was a boring sch day had a compo test which i manage to scrap through phew....
A few times was not myself... Grr... Soz...
Anw sch day end ler finally can heave a breather ha ha!!!! XD
Ltr gt trng at nanyang.

When hm lor, faster change then ZHAO! CHIONG back to sch see seniors all so happy tot they won but lost... -.-' Wat the... Anw Jia You for upcomin match against Xinmin. MUST WIN match!




After trng went hm on my dad's van. Yu Chao n Yu Hong long pang, Ha ha so fun! Yu hong n me take turns suan yu chao ha ha! Then ltr all of us take pictures of each other lol!!!! Childish leh!
Yu Chao fending off haha!



Ok ok... so long nvr post ha ha busy ma! Post on week ends ba =)

Ok so Mr Choy will kill me but i will post he he! =P Yu hong so after being frenz for almost 3 years ler same cca for almost 3 years too, We went through so much difficulties in trng n manage to pass through all huh? You r a pro! Sub- Setter leh! So many girls had their attention on u too! (oops!)

I reali enjoyed "gossiping" with u he he! Fun lor can share things with u thnks for supporting me during tt incident, dun hate me for postin gok? The picture below is reali for my contact picture juz wan to tell every1 tt u r my BEST TEAM MATE n FRIEND!

Enjoy the remainding one year plus lor, i noe ur mum scold u for cming hm late but reali no choice ba ha ha! Ask my father long pang u ba =) Warm up tgt hor! Escape seniors! Ha ha! Take care! Look for ur ..... ba ha ha! (oops!)

Mr handsome, Choy Yu Hong!



I did not treat life seriously...
Not a skin deep of seriousness...
Everyday is like a new game to me,
Call me a clown for better description.

Carefree i am, unserious in what i do,
Thats me... Nicklaus Yip.
But everything change when u came into my life,
I was finally able to see my surroundings,
I was finally able to care for someone dear to me,
Throughout all these years i was a empty soul!

Its you who added the pieces of puzzle in my life,
Its you who help glue me back together pieces by pieces when i am down,
Its you who helped me make use of my five senses,
To let me understand why god have given me life...

There are times we broke apart,
There are times we taste anger,
But i believe it brought us closer...

There are times we did what we shouldn't,
But we learnt...
I hurt your feelings once, twice....
I won't hurt it again.

You tell me i you brought stress to me,
You brought depression upon me,
Seriousy I believe you brought me more joy than anyone else.
Everytime the world came down upon me you appear in my mind.
You may not know about it but i feel that...

You are just another part of me...
Our hearts beat as one.


OOPs! Sry Shermaine! Actually ppl Shermaine oso did help me la although nt tt much! oops! K la hav la ok? Juz help mentally lor! Oops! Actually Shermaine i noe u help me de i juz wrote ler but ur name in black then the background black ma so cnt see. Blame urself fo rbeing tan lor!!!! Ha ha ha! PS PS! JKJK!

Who ask u go bluff me n Celia! So u n ... Tgt a nt?


SO HAPPY TODAY MUAHAHAHAHHAHA! YEY!!
Finally all end here! So glad n relieve! I will nvr do it again! I swear! Went to tuition n tok to her b4 n after tuition had a great tok phew... Finally ok ler! SO GLAD!

我会发着呆让侯忘记你，我会发着呆让后微微笑，永远爱着你! =)

I will cherish this chance! I will nt let u regret! U r 4ever the apple in my eye , to me u r reali the one in the million... I will cherish u is a promise =) Although can still feel a bit of uneasiness frm u, i think will b ok soon de rite? I can love u till i forgot hw to breathe! U r juz another part of me hope we won't part!

As i recover frm my trouble so many ppl around me start breaking apart... y? Emily smthing happen? Weili dun b stress up by ur cca! Everything come with a solution! Go look for it i believe u can! No.8! If need any help juz cm to me no prob de!

YES! Recovering hehe.... can finally get back to training wee! Wheres the volleyball? I wan smack it!

Finally all problems are gone.... sch reopen soon i hope no obsticles cm hoping out... Thnks to all for being there! =) BYES! =)



WA! Woke up early in the morning so tiring!! Din slpt the whole nite duno for wat reason haha! Anw my mum made two roti prata for me ha ha so nice!! DELICIOUS!

Ah ya went to sch with a bloated stomach! BLEH...! Planning to meet Yon Jun de instead found myself alone ha ha embarrassing! Went for sec 1 trng lor played with Sufyan n Johnathan. Wa nvr warm up played lik sec 2 ha ha!

Ltr went to hall to get my I,C done, wakao muz wait 1 month after.... -.-" nvm finish everything for a few minutes then wait for others to finish their turns. Tok with Celia , Yi Hong n Zhu Zhu! Funny sia! Thnks 4 all ur concern for my ankle ar! =)

Sry Yu Hong tmr i dun think goin ler... Haix... Finally in team then so many thing start cming ha ha anw tts make my life exciting ba!

Finally everything is brought to a rest... I am tired... Hope i can catch a gd nite rest ba! Tmr another long day lo! Puff puff....

Emily dun sad ler wan cry jiu cry ba! I can lend u my shoulder np de! ( At a cost hor! Jk jk =P) Juz cheer up!

Bye run lo!


Wa today finally can walk ler! Ankle recover!!!! Put on my ankle guard i rush to sch ler ha ha! I Can Play Ler! Went to the chinese oral thingy first. Met Emily on the way ha ha! Manage to scare her ha ha! SUCCESS! Her face the expression so funny lor! Then played with her ha ha! I SLAPPED her face!!! oops! Anw she slapped me ten times harder bac ha hah! P.s sry Emily!

Anw thnks Yu Hong for being there to share feelings with me ya i will make a descision de. U too y so wasted... haiyo..... nvm jy in trng!Reali appreciate ur presence take care ar! Yi Dao rules! I will choose the current 1 btw... I wun giv up de. As the person had said, i am stubborn in nature ba.

All of u may ask me to giv up juz becoz she is unhappy of me being sticky. Ok fine, but i wun giv up, I will folo my heart, i will archieve its dream, i wun giv up de. I believe my friends will all b behind me supporting me so i am nt afraid to try again. Listen to as many as u wan ba my descision is made i will go for it. No matter wat happen nxt i let fate do the job.

She was the one who added life into my boring n dead life, she was the one who made me feel the happiest person in my life, she was the one who help n support me all the way during my hard times. I wun giv up in her n myself, i wil win her back. Fail once try again, tts rite? I may do things she dun lik but i will change tts all y ask me to giv up? No thnks. Kil me lor i dun care, I am stubborn in nature. I believe my frenz feels i am rite ba. If my life is to end one day, i hope i can see her for one las time. My birthday wish came true alrdy ba? Once again... Cai Jing, Yu Hong, Eugenie, Qian Ying, Chuan Wan, Emily n Yon
Jun, Thnks to u all i am once again able to stand up again, i will win her back!

Finally i get to play in cca! So happy! I wil cherish this chance. Thnks all! I end here ba bye bye!


Wa today so damn happy~!!!!! Emily n Chang Shun plus chubby Haziq asked me out to eat. Tot sm gathering, in the end after eating, came the birthday cake!!! Wa so happy! Surprise too! They celebrate early ma so din noe! Thnks Chang Shun for paying the bill ar! Emily for cheering n pinching me! Haziq for playing monster hunter with me! Thnks all!
I will cherished this moment de! Emily dun sad ler gt problems tel me ba, time heals all hope it heals mine. Din noe will 被你看传！ya i was nt happy then ha ha. Did nt wan to spoil the atmosphere ma!


Haziq n Chang Shun caught dazing or admiring Emily???? OOPS!



Posting tonite goin to meet Chang n the rest ler, haix... ankle so pain... hw??? She nvr reply me. Busy ba? "Dun think too much!" Tts wat Emelia said juz nw, ok i wun. =) Guess 我自找的吗... I wun giv up! Muahahahha! Siao?


Finally the day hav cm! I am bac into the team woo hoo! But ltr i injured myself... WAT THE HELL! Sprain my ankle sia! Retribution ba.... Met her tok to her tot happy then ltr cm trouble. 2 trouble btw... Plus my Ankle worsen!

To celia:

Ok i am wrong for nt telling u the truth of the bad impression u gav me ok? Dishonesty? Fine I apologise to u, i juz did nt wan to spoil the mood then, n also i had already forgot bout it I wanted to start anew. U wan me to tell u those bad impression? I can but hope u dun mind. I post it here for u to see ba. Dun angry can ler.
"U too kiasu alrdy... " As wat nicholas said, ppl say this u mind ppl say tt u mind. Is ok to listen when they r rite i agree with u. But we can oso think for ourself. Everytime after listening u tell me nt to do this nvr thought of my feeling, fair? U wan natural rite? But u think this is natural? I dun mind "anything u say lor " tts wat i always say. I 配合你 ma, dun worry i nt angry or anything juz disappointed everytime tt happen. U sm time nvr thought of my feeling ba tts the point. I wan to settle it n tok to u, u avoid me. Ok cool dwn rite? ok then i giv in but gt thought of my feeling again? Although everyone say they dun side any of us but is obvious Sarah is siding u, Can see de nt juz me... U told them everything bout me all those "bad" things. Ok i am wrong in sm but all had smthing in common n it is to 为你好. I was gald when u say u noe but in the end u scare others say u again. I reali dun mind when ppl say i dote on u n u bully me, i dun care all i noe is tt Celia is nt tired or anything. Ok i overprotective.. Hw? I din do much btw, juz help carry bag nia, i din go all the way do everything for u ma. Most of the time i let u b din I? U can go around saying i din giv u freedom din I? I gt stop u goin out with frenz? No i din. Did i force u to go out with me? I dun think so... But u say i din giv u freedom... in wat way? Ok tts all i hav to say but no matter wat, I still hav u in my heart i noe i hurt u deep, i regretted ok? Help u carry bag, u scare ppl say us, obvious u r tired. I try to help, other say us let them b lor. Their mouth ma. So ya... U only wan ur pride ba? Every1 wan tt so i dun mind. I reali dun mind at all... I had thought all these through, so i reali dun wan to tok about it alrdy. All the bad impressions are juz sm small act frm u which I think nt big deal to me ler, most of our quarrels all started small, u say we too close? U think carefully, gt link? No i dun think so. I can bear all, i dun mind i wan 配合ma. I noe i may nt b the best guy in this world but i can try. I am trying! I dun wan say anymore ler... I wan to forget all ok?

珍惜眼前人珍惜眼前事， 好吗？ 我对这个感情很有信心可以在继续吗？我会珍惜的你就放心吧！=)

I noe u gonna say, "Lik this de hua y nt we ... Each go their own path u wun xin ku ler ma" rite? I tell u this being with u to me is happy alrdy gt all this bad impression to me no kick cause no one is perfect! I believe we can b tgt happily, i dun care wat others say i only believe in myself. I gonna tell myself this," i love celia i wun giv up, kill me burn me slaughter me i dun care i wan b with her." So nw my greatest wish is to marry u to b with u tts all. I dun wan luxury or other things. My upcomin birthday wish is to b able to patch with u i hope can ba... Tts all. U read this?

After this incident i found many true friends, i am so glad... So relieve. Thnks to all for standing by me helping me. I will try to cheer up n pick myself up ba. I duno if it wil b successful but i believe theres alot of happy memories alrdy... Take it as a lesson learn ba. I will cheer up de b ready for a new Nicklaus Yip ba! But still wan to b with her leh... hw ar? Help? SOS!

Reali thnk u to all who came to tag, i believe gt a solution n will try to archieve it de. Sry to make u all worried, wa so gan dong ha ha! Nw mus ask my ankle to heal fast liao! I wan play main spike! Wa gd chance leh!

Celia i apologise if my post for u seem too err..... bad.... sry.Hope u can read this n forgiv me? U can say y i so stubborn but i tell u this I reali dun mind i reali love u n will go all out firing at full cylinder to win u back kill me ba i still wun giv up, Can we b tgt? I beg u...

-Nicklaus

Ok so i juz accept my fate ba. The third day of emoing sux reali... Cried to slp all these reali tire me out. I wan a normal life. I am finally enlighten? I hope tmr will b a better day.

Welcm home... enjoy urself? which is gd? i duno... Nvm natural ba. Thnks Emily for always encouraging n Cheering me up. I will de =) In this world there is many trees, i cnt b stuck in juz 1 rite? But still gt sm feeling of 舍不得... So i giv myself another chance go for one last go? Confusing...

Nvm nt my day ba.

Anw today wanted to go for the I.T show but so many ppl then gave up ler. So crammed! So go shopping lor. Had dinner at Sakura muahahha! So FULL!

Ltr go hm ler. Tts my day ha ha.

No life ba... She muz b enjoying herself huh?(tts gd) But i am here suffering wat for? Haix... Thnks Chuan Wan for cheering me up too. Tot u will forget to sms de so did nt sms u scare disturb haha but glad u accompany me. I will giv one last shot then =)

Thnks people! I am slowly cheering up ler nt to worry.

Eugenie! When go swimming? Ha ha!

Bye =)


Only now did i noe out there there are friends after all! I been neglecting all for only one person... I regret... so regret... But still being with her makes me happy n i sorely miss it... Thinking back, i reali learn smthing, I am a failure... A disgrace.

I hurt sm one dear to me most badly... I frightened her... I hate myself. But i had my reasons... I had reasons for everything i had done... I dun wan lose u... I dun wan a repeat of history... Chang Shun u shld noe bout it, Emily n Wilson too.

It hurts to lose smthing it hurts even more to bear it...

Ok u hate my way of doing things. I am too much too over reacting... too protective... too stubborn( u told Zheng Quan)... Fine i accept all. I live with it. U say i am ok but all are lies... when i found out u say i din giv u privacy... Ok i wrong in everything i do ok? U dun wan me to do i try nt to. I am trying... U say u cnt feel the love frm me, i accept it. But did u? Simple request for u to sms me when u r release u fail... Wat more disapppointing is when i sms u, u say, " Ltr ok? i eating with frenz." So frenz more impt ok, i accept it....




Saturday loh, woke at 5.30am sms a farewell msg to Celia. Haha will feel lonely for till tmr liao. haha! Had tuition With Chang Shun n Hui Min. So qing song ha ha lucky gt Chang Shun to teach me.

Hui Min so noisy at the back. Grr...

Ltr gt English tuition. So cold.....

Ltr rush hm do hw. Did math so hard!!!! Lucky gt Jing Rong help ha ha. Still wrong......

Nvm post tonite again...... Slacking!

Cm bac fast!!!!!


So late alrdy ha ha still posting.
Finally i relieve myself all the stress liao phew....
So she is leaving in 5 hours time huh? Counting dwn then...

Safe trip hor! =)

Wat done is done nthing can change it, i noe. But theres a recovery button sm where for us to find n i am sure i will find it soon n will waste no time in pressing it n hope no more trouble again. Now i can only let Time be the healer for nw...

Phew left only the math online quiz n physic project only... Yey! Less burden liao! Woo hoo! Gotta work hard ler. Tuition cming up. Jia you! Sunday IT show woo hoo games to be purchase! Hahaha!

Ppl out there who are feeling the stress cm look for me ba! Share with me or tok to sm one close can help in relieving it. =)

Bye=)


Today had a terrible day... Cnt believe wat i had done... So un-Nicklaus... Wat had gt into me?
Thnks Sarah, Shermaine, Wei Long, Yon Jun, Nicholas, Chang Shun, Wilson n Cai Jing for being there to comfort me. I was indeed nt myself... So Dwn... So Disappointed.
Thnk to Eugenie for accompanying me too. Thnks Ah Girl. Hope i will forget this day... Tired....

I hope to b able to post out my feelings here to Celia...
I understand wat i did wrong n wat i shldn't had done, i noe i am too much... Too sticky as wat Sarah said. I duno whether u will read this but reali i reali regretted it i did nt thought of this is happening. I am terribly sry bout it. I hope to change for the better soon b4 u return to Singapore n will tak this few days to hav a deep reflection. Over protective ba... i am sry... Din understand u enough... I try harder ok? Would u giv me tt chance? I noe is hard u r afraid to accept me again i noe i am too irritating. I will change that, I WILL. I promise. Only now tt did i noe i am such a lousy guy... I will change tt too. I only wan u to giv me tt 1 last chance.
I reali did tried.. i controlled but is still isn't enough i noe. I will try ok? I hope u read this i reali wan to b the Nicklaus u noe i promise... Reply me....


Finally blogging liao ha ha ha! Actually this week nthing to blog lor... Juz filled with so many unpleasant memories.... But anw today did enjoyed myself! The sch planned a pet rocket activity for all of us ha ha so fun!!! Chang n I a team best rocket weee!
Check out the Nics! I with my father's special hair cut! -.- My "Brother"! Thnk u for being a gd monitor ar! Dun stress too much hor! I understand u xin ku but JIA YOU!!!! U can do it! Try ur best can liao! =)