Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Day 19,
really glad that you had shown me concern but it hurts so much so much when it isnt out of love anymore.. My heart shattered into many pieces as the thought kept coming into my mind.
You are no longer mine to keep.. i wish for the chance for us to reconcile, really hope you can find back that feeling soon.
Being friends alone is already so much to handle.. we have not been friends u say.. but when we were together you said we were like best friends already, your written notes were the proves and so are they just fake? ..
Seeing photos of you with friends i once called mine too really make me miss hanging out with all of you. So much i had lost in just like that, how i wish you could be back how i wish you can remember the days we fought through numerous obstacles. To fall at this point of time is really a pity.. a shame..
i only wish we could progress and hopefully build up where we had fall.
imissyou
ILOVEYOU
please.. wake up and come back.
-Nicklaus.. who never forgets about his girl.. Joeychua..
4:47 PM