Thursday, June 5, 2014
Woke up several times once again, so how do i even explain how i feel now?
I will always hold onto my phone and stare at your 'online' status on whatsapp and then told myself 'no..no.. give her time..' but there were just so many times i needed you man. So close yet so far..
During these period i really found myself being just alone, yes love myself more but i really love myself more when i am that dutiful boyf around you. i always wanted to be a dependable boyf for you and that is when i will love myself even more.
Loving myself requires me to love you too at the same time i guess?
Really wish Time can work it's magic and bring you back to the days we shared the joy and laughter.
Remember those times we had and give you the confidence and motivation you need to follow me to the future. I done my best, i did what i could just hope you will see it.
My messages for you these few days would take me several minute to read through before sending them, i am always worried if they will affect you.. Guess i am once again thinking too much.
Miss you..
Day 3..
10:27 AM