Thursday, February 18, 2010
Today started off badly by being late for sch... during English lesson Mrs Ong asked me to write out a love poem coz i owed her 1. Was like... Wat to write? When i thought of you anger and sadness overwhelmed me. Realy no mood to continue writing. Was hit badly , mentally...
Again today i was disappointed again. Again and again it went on for almost a month now. i still wait. Wondering which part of my mind had went hay wire. Am i really tt persistant? Den only to be cheered up when something unexpected came along.
Councelling was useless as my brothers had tried. I thank them and apologise for not being able to do according to their pointers.
I drown myself with physical training only to remember it again. Awww...
Will the star i am waitin 4 be right here for me?
Useless struggle...
Now some good friend of mine went private blog aybe writing about something which i cannot see. And went issing. Ok how i wish to forget today...
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