Saturday, October 10, 2009
Morning woke up had breakfast, went to Gina's house with family for th whole day! Surprising den chatted and played basketball and so on lo. Had a great tim there =) Thanks for sharing Gina =) I wun leak anything out wo ha ha =P
Later had dinner with niece and cousin too =)
Later they came our house den we played a while and chat a little b4 they left jus now. Now start blogging lo but got nothing to say leh ha ha =P
Later watching show with bro le ba? So ya tt sums up my day liao... Tm had to start revision le den not goin to my grand pa' house too... Sad but nvm ha ha two more exams to go den i am free! But still no joy.... Why?
I longed for someoneto be there when i am down...I longed for a figure to be standing at the exit of my darkness world intorducing me to the bright world.... But my wish never came after tt day.... I juz had to walk aimlessly... Aimlessly i walk forward on the unseen path lay infront of me... Maybe i made things look too bad but what can i do? i cant find anywhere i can deposit all my inner pain to... They say pain makes one stronger... They say pain makes one mature.... But they din say whn will the pain ends? I had finished learning wat i had to for the time being but the pain juz stayed on.... I dun wan to blame any1 for it i can only blame myself... I juz had to walk this darkness path along.... Longing for someone to find me... Or am i suppose to find the person? I duno.... But i uz kept my sight forward looking for the distant light lay somewhre in this damn world of mine.... I won't cry anymore for being biased.... I won't cry anymore for the state i am in... I won't cry anymore why life is so hard.... I will earn your trust hope the light i am finding now is your... Dearest... It hurts so much.... Are u looking here? Are u feeling it? Are u detecting my presence?
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