Sunday, April 12, 2009
Haix... Guess i can only let out my feelings here ba. Yes tgt i am happy. But the way u treat me makes me wonder if i reali shld go through all tis to win u bac. Yes b4 tt i had no regrets but it is juz the attitude there. U will show this wierd symtoms occassionally... Hw can i cope with it? Ur birthday is today, i send u a sms. Ok u did reply say thnk u, i appreciate it. Ltr ask if i can call u personally to congratz u, u avoid. Wat the hell? Waited till 1am to call u, yet... fine u r tired... Wat about me? Say u will sms me after npcc, did u? Ok u 4got, i understand. But i wonder, if another guy wanted to call u will u agree? I gt a feeling u will answer. Reason? U can lend other ur hp, but nt to me when we r tgt. Ok cnt compare, cancel out, think bac u dun reali treat me tt impt, u did nt cherish me. Haix... guess reali cnt 勉强? Ur character is lik tt ba. I hope i can get use to it but is reali hard, i wonder if i can hold out tt long.... R u reali wanted to patch with me due to sympathy or u reali wan to love me again? I duno.... for once u r gd i love it, the nxt u r... 360 degree diff... Wat the hell... Guess i am nt the guy.... hope ltr i can forgot all this.... I hate the Celia juz nw... But still another part of me tell me to wait n see. Guess time ba. Hope u wun treat me as a trash ler. Haix... doing things for a guy u met for 4 months which i who meet u for 1 year did nt get the chance b4... Scolding ur friend for 3 years for the guy for 4 months. Wats is wrong with u?... Wake up... wake up... dun fall any deeper...
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